The Little Sweatshop of Thoughts

well, it’s time i got back onto earth.

back to the realities of work and the certainties of life. since the last time i wrote, i have travelled NZ and Hong Kong, experienced some heart break and felt some of those good feelings that are kept for us when we get into relationships. but i never wrote them down, perhaps because I am never comfortable coming forth with my exact feelings. another reason why i write down phrases and paragraphs that resonate with me from the books that i read.

but one thing i realise, hence forth, things are not going to be the same. the spectre of responsibility which i try to keep evading is finally closing in on me. i have no choice but to give up and move on with it. responsibility is instantly sobering and its not a wonder that most of our entertainment activities revolve around the intoxication of our senses, literally and figuratively. i’m excited about what’s to come in this next chapter even though a lot of the future is covered in the dark clouds of the unknown. and there is no light yet.

i missed writing in this little journal.

i have done this with every blog i have and i love doing it specifically because i find it essential to have music to colour your world. it sharpens certain emotions and gives depth to others. so here is my musical soundtrack (thanks to terri for making me do this again)

Rocksy start to the show. Not bad.

Waking up because you loved me is also quite a nice sentiment.

overwhelmed by people and looking for a place in school.

ok la. its fast paced and happy-sounding.