The Little Sweatshop of Thoughts

well, it’s time i got back onto earth.

back to the realities of work and the certainties of life. since the last time i wrote, i have travelled NZ and Hong Kong, experienced some heart break and felt some of those good feelings that are kept for us when we get into relationships. but i never wrote them down, perhaps because I am never comfortable coming forth with my exact feelings. another reason why i write down phrases and paragraphs that resonate with me from the books that i read.

but one thing i realise, hence forth, things are not going to be the same. the spectre of responsibility which i try to keep evading is finally closing in on me. i have no choice but to give up and move on with it. responsibility is instantly sobering and its not a wonder that most of our entertainment activities revolve around the intoxication of our senses, literally and figuratively. i’m excited about what’s to come in this next chapter even though a lot of the future is covered in the dark clouds of the unknown. and there is no light yet.

i missed writing in this little journal.